Shot to the heart
Tear on the cheek
You hit me with your dart
Now I'm weak
So take your best shot
I can't take much more
So just let me rot
On your own front door
I hold the steel blades in my hands,
day after day, I come closer to the day I'll do it.
Inch by inch, closer and closer
until finally I dig them in and draw my weeping blood
Have you ever felt like you weren't good enough?
Have you ever felt so confused?
Life is good.
Life is bad.
Life is confusing.
Life slips through the cracks never to be seen again
Emotions rumble about, wrestling each other for dominance
before that emotion gets kicked to the side as a new one takes over
Through a fury of emotions, they get tangled up into one
the mega emotion named
Confusion
I show my smile, but hide a frown
I show something that isn't what's real
everything becomes bottled, hidden away with a plastic stopper
until the bottle finally bursts, and i'm stuck with it again
through the years
I have shed more then 1000 tears
I'm not perfect
I'm the mistake child
1 that was never meant to be
and to prove it
I've gone through the never ending war of something I can't escape
Them